illness?! wateva!

Today duno why i feel damn cold in class..
like that kindda ghost enter your body..
At DnT lessons, my hands were cold like ice lor..
My hands jjust like shaking like earthquake.. very jia lak lor..

Oh ya..
The medicine i ate it doesn't seems to be helping me..
At 1st de side effects i all tio..
Now different sia..
They say eat le difficulty sleeping..
but i feel very tired nowadays le.. always slp in class de..
the headche i have became worse..
i can't really control my mood lor..
at bio lesson, when cher not in class..
my tears like going to blust out..for nothing lor..

After skl, when to find kimkim..
talk talk chat chat..
till 6pm++ den go home..
dun even have the mood to do homework lor..
i have the feeling that family matters is coming up soon..

Oops i did it Again?!

Today felt depressed after skl..
many things just happens..
elieen yeo ask me about my illness thingy..
after that me went to bishan walk walk..
maybe is my mood too unstable or wateva..
Keeping thinkin about all the bad things..
worrying about him coz that bitch la!
the medicine seems not helping me to control my mood..
den Tio! i bua ta han le..
i Blurst out with tears..
the painfulness from my heart..
i borrow a pk frm ting..
press hard on my rist and pull lor..
i cant believe that it really bleeds..
it bleeds like as if it wont stop that type..
when home den feel pain..
i dont know how am i going to skl tml with the scar..
maybe puttin plaster or wateva ba..

Class Outin' Rawkz!

(abit dark la..)


26.01.07

4Compassion 1st Outing

Whoo! It Rawks my day!

Actually must reach suntec de Pizza Hut by 6pm de..

But hor.. I waited Jenesta for about 1n 1/2 hours la..

She make me grow spider web sia.. LoL!

Once i went out as in walking towards mrt station..

is like everyone is looking at me lor.. damn paiseh sia..

i know i wear till very weird la (for singaporean)..

Damn attention sicker lor..

i wear hot pink tang top, jeans, jacket(long de+strips)

and one hat nia.. so weird meh???




Diao!! me n jen reach there liao about 7+ like that lor..

when walkin inside, attention sicker again..

everyone was like lookin n wondering who was that lor..

coz that time i was lookin down n adjustin my hat..

Mmm.. maybe that's why lor.. lol!

Den we started to be crazy over taking pictures..

haha.. everyone dressed up like Whoo!

when settle down order le..

den everyone start to go off one by one lor..

Left me jen mad glad miss zhang n elieen yeo lor..


Sabishi nehx!!

When to walk around the whole suntec,

take neoprint..take till siao..

walk till all shop close, almost kana lock up in suntec..

We end up talking outside suntec..

talk till like 12am++ den decide to go home..

haha.. LoL!!!

Reach home le 1am++..

Oh My lor!

This is my 1st time going home soo late..

haha.. thinkin of tonning nxt time..

Hope there's more this kindda outing ba..

Damn fun.. Haha.. =)

NYP open house

Hahas..
Today after skl went to nyp with clar..
this poly was big but it doesnt look like a skl to us..
Music blustin' so loud till we almost death.
Damn many skl(s) go there la..
went to the place where there's pple play dota.
damn shook sia..
i start to like dota le..
i wanna play *grin*
den go to the design block to find what i want la..
bu cuo le.. can kao lu..
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LIFE IS SO BORING WITHOUT YOU~!
I
AM
THINKING
OF
YOU
!!!

Sianz..

Keeping
thinking
and
thinking
of
HIM! =)

I miss you SO much!!

Daisuki

Today skl so sian
1st period yawn damn many times le..
skl sux without homework..lol
slpt in class for duno how long..
haiz..tingting tio cher tai ji again..
poor her sia..
on the way home i shock sia..
suddenly someone call me..
*jaw drop* ting chiong across e road..
den bei ta chat chat den go home lor..
once again, tio soaked in the rain..
thinking of er-hem..
oh whatever..
duno la..i think too much le.. haha

shld it be a happy or sad day?

Today go watch movie with him n his fren..
soo happy sia..LoL..! Duno how da discrible..
go bishan watch da Night at da Museum..
bu cuo la.. interesting, laugh till siao only..
after that, went walkin around whole j8 for hours.(laugh)
den went to yishun, thinking of going his house de..
but..his mum dun let(LoL..)
go time zone slack slack, den eat eat..
den he send me home (^.^), so xin fu..
haha..lol..think too much lor..
chattin for almost an hour at my house downstairs..
jie guo he see me up till i step in home..
kakkoii~ Daisuki neh~
demo..wakaranai..
he seems to have person he like le..
but he haven reply me yet...

i'll be waiting forever, till u reply.. =)

pics ^^

Tear by duno who but nice la..

ILLUSION by me (coz @ home too sian le)

=Below=

LoneLy ?? LoL!

This morning took medicine before leaving for skl..
The side effects of the medicine i all tio..
feel like vomiting, painful headche, drowsiness,
tiredness and difficulty sleeping..
In skl damn jia lak..
doing class work can see blur blur de..
Almost faint coz of headche..

Class lesson still bu cuo la..
Can cope with work and understand it..
i Love maths, bio, chinese n english(abit)
Wish to learn more...=)

after skl go meet kim drink kopi..
do finish hw in skl den go home..

They sky is crying..A sad day?

=) eileen yeo's class (=

Interesting!
Fun learning sia..
I think is good to show us a life that goes on without giving up..
Well i think this can help us to know how a life can be..
EN-Joying a special day with mrs yeo..
fUN and unique way of explaining what she do during her past-time..
she have pictures taken when she was teaching in a primary skl..
everyone in the photo was SmiLing HAPPY!Ly..
So CUTE!!! Hahaha!!

See doctor? Shld be knowns as xin li yi shen..LoL!

Today actually dun wanna come skl de..
but come better den dun come mahz..
if didnt come, den i'll be missing out afew lessons..
After skl, go straight home den go to the clinic le..
Talked to doctor for about 1hour plus..
Cry cfm got de la..keep talking about all those sad things happened..
Haiz..den suddenly he told me..
'All the things u tell me, i won't tell anyone'
'This is our secret, but if you break the promise by harming urself, or others, or even suicide/ w/e'
'Den i'll tell this to ur parents..'
LoL!! after i heard this.. den i felt..OH GOSH!!
What if i really harm myself again??
den pa n ma also know le...
cfm die le lor..
Den he give me eat medicine to keep my mood stable at sometime..
Still got an mian medi..
i wonder if i pop all the medicine into my stomach,
Will i die sia... LoL!!
think too much and too far le..
i dont wanna die now..
i still got things to do..

Still waiting for a REPLY =)

depression?

10th Jan coming le..

But i thot that i fully recover from it le..

but today it came to me again..

i just felt very stress suddenly..

Just suddenly feel the pain in heart again..

In heart, the same pain at the same place..

i almost cried out and even cut..

but i didnt..coz i rmb that someone..

i promised somone or many..

that i must not do things like that..

Thanks to them..coz i promised

myself not to break promises anymore..

Whenever i think of u..

My heart goes cracking..

Singapore Poly

Today is another day that's no lesson de..
Went to see sp de career fair..
5 1/2 hrs free time walkin around..
waLk to the Design worLd!
Cool sia their work..
paint the IKEA chair till so nice..
Like heidi draw that kindda pics..
@ 1st i duno pang zi today at sp..
xiao jen told me den i stund..
den call him to be our tour guide..
to walk around the whole sp lor..
when to their club house..
Computer room, hack comp to use..
lacking around do nothing..

After dismiss,
me, eudora, meiling n wan hui..
go bishan walk walk..
buy comics..lol..
i spent $50 buyin...
now bo $ le..
LoL..
so tried now.

2nd of skl

Weee!!
Today skl no lessons..
go out play games whole day..
Build up our team spirit in class..
and the winner class will get $300..
Omg ! who dun wanna get it?
LoL..
Den everyone chiong for games seriously..
OveraLL ResuLts...
4B - 299points
4C - 313points
4D - 316points
Congrats to Devotion pple..
we lose them 3 points le..
3points = Lose $300 le..
haha... dun have money also ok de..
Coz most iimportant is team spirit..
Jia You Jia You Jia You!!

It's 2007!

Time fly so fast sia..
Now is year 2007 le..
Eye blink blink den become sec 4 le..
Old le Old le...
Tml skl re-open le..
Looking forward to it..
but.. SIAN!!!
1st day of skl cfm very sian de..
esp the principal...
talk devotion very long...
not saying bad about her...
but for me, i'm not a christian..
bo bian lor.. must listen..
Haiz..den they cfm ask pple to join
'christianty'(duno how spell)..
Same thing for so many years..
haha.. lol..
they wanna enlarge the so call kingdom..

2007 Jia You Jia You Jia You!!!
N level le..
scared sia...Haiz..

=) HAPPY 2007 (=

Haha!
too long never blog le..
spider web also got le.
haha, coz in hk too busy going out..
everyday go different places..
whooa! Hk damn big lol...!
Den come back here..
i bua ta han..
here de speed too SLOW le..
so different..
slowly i prefer hk den sg..
hk pple are smarter..
sg pple think step by step de..
haha..not saying sg pple no good la..
but is true ma...

0h ya must wish everyone
HAPPY NEW 2007!